when i look at you.

[hadley lynne walker]

Hadley Walker had been talking to Kaler Scott about everything that was going on, and she knew that was never a good idea. He was the only one that knew about the two men in her life, but there was something about each of them that had her glued in this pattern. She would have no problem going to hang out with either one of them, but then again she really enjoyed the pieces that she was spending with one Connor Wells. He always managed to keep up with her sarcasm and the fact that she had basically propositioned him for sex and half of the time he didn’t understand what she was saying. It was pretty funny, but she was looking forward to her date with him, and just staying in not doing anything but being herself. There was a lot about her that most people did not know, and now it seemed that Kaler was the only one that knew about her drug addiction. She did not want to let Connor know about that side of her, even if she hinted about it. The two of them were dynamic in their own way, and it was something that the brunette enjoyed. Connor had something about him that kept her coming back for more.

The eighteen year old still had no car but she guessed that was because she had wrecked the fuck out of her car in New York. That was what it was whenever she was fucked to hell off of the cocaine that was constantly in her system. It was also how she was in the hospital for almost a month coming down and getting out of the a coma she was stuck in. It had brought her to the town that she was in now, and she was enjoying it now. The girl was learning more about herself as she was in this town, but now she was forced to walk everywhere. Unfortunately Connor’s house was not in her usual walking routine, so she had to leave early to get there. She didn’t know what time that she was supposed to get there, but that was besides the point. The poor girl had her typical cloud of smoke surrounding her as she walked around town trying to figure out where the fuck she was supposed to be going. The one thing that she hated more than anything was being lost and she was having a huge urge to do some major drugs at the moment. She had run out of weed at the moment, and was burning through cigarettes like it was her job. It was not going to be an easy day of fighting her cravings, but she was going to spend time with Connor so it was looking up.

That was whenever she noticed that she was creeping up on the place that Connor had sent to her phone. It was kind of funny that she had noticed that she was there, whenever she looked at herself trying to make sure that she looked alright. The weather was finally starting to look up, and she was happy that she was finally there. She walked up to the door and finally rang the doorbell. So she was not going to lie, Hadley was kind of really looking forward to this afternoon, evening whatever their date was going to be. It was all because of that texting conversation that they had had. It was enough to make her giddy with excitement, especially at the idea of having a hot steamy shower and strip foosball. She smiled whenever she did finally build herself up to ring the doorbell and wait on his ass. That was when her blonde companion finally graced her with his presence and opened the door. Hadley flicked the cigarette from her fingers and smiled brightly at him. “Hey stud. You miss me? And I hope you are as ready for this fun filled day of eventfulness as I am, because you had me thinking about this for days.” She said as she walked past him and into his apartment. “Nice place you got here, Connor.” She looked around and was glad to have him all to herself.

TAGGED FOR: CONNOR // SARAH!
notes: this is awful, but it will get better i promise!

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[connor jeremiah wells]

"Seriously dude, you need to go." Throwing his brother's jacket at him, Connor continued hastily picking up his apartment. It wasn't as bad as normal, but it still wasn't in any shape to host a girl, especially with his older brother taking up unauthorized space. "Nice welcome Con. I spend six months on a frickin' boat and when I finally get a chance to visit you're throwing me out the door." Through his protests, Kaiden still got out of the chair and began putting his jacket on. "I told you you could stay here for a while. I'm happy to see you, but I've got a date coming any minute and I would prefer not to ruin it by having my big brother hang out with us." He adjusted the misshapen pillow Kaiden had been sitting on before finally taking a pause to think about anything else he might have to do. "I guess I should be enthused that you're planning on getting some tail tonight. Guess I'll try my luck in town. Text me when I can come back." Sticking a cigarette between his lips, Kaiden vacated the apartment, leaving Connor dashing into his bedroom to throw his undergarments into a hamper that was full of clean clothes. He was one of those people that never bothered putting their clothes away in a dresser and lived out of the hamper, throwing dirty clothes on the floor in a pile until the hamper was empty.

The last thing he did before hitting the couch to wait for Hadley was close the curtains. He could never be certain when his neighbors in the next building were peeping, but he had reason to believe it happened quite more often than he thought. A knock on the door made Connor jump a little, but he quickly regained his composure, letting it turn to excitement. When he opened the door he nearly punched Kaiden in the face. "What the hell?!" He was really in no mood for games tonight, at least not from his brother. "Chill, I ran into the pizza guy outside. You owe me $22.50." He shoved the pizza box and bag of wings in Connor's hands after receiving his compensation. "Thanks, now amscray." Connor shut the door on Kaiden then set dinner on the coffee table. While he was in the kitchen getting glasses for drinks, the doorbell rang again. It had to be Hadley this time, there was no other reason for Kaiden to come back unless he forgot his wallet. If it did turn out to be his brother again, Connor was definitely in the mind of decking him.

Finally he was pleasantly surprised to find it was in fact Hadley at the door. As spitfire as ever, he watched her flick away her cigarette before walking past him into his apartment. Connor stepped aside to allow her entrance before closing the door behind her. He had half a mind to lock it in case Kaiden came back before he was given an 'OK'. "I'm as ready as I'll ever be. Pizza and wings are here and the Foosball table is cleaned of its usual junk. We're all set." He kept a few paces behind Hadley, watching while she looked around his apartment and praying his brother didn't find humor in letting something purposely lay around that Connor would have missed. When they got to the kitchen, Connor grabbed the glasses he had been getting out. "Do you want a drink? I have just about anything." He walked over to the fridge and pulled it open. For once it was fully stocked and not with leftover take-out containers.

[hadley lynne walker]

Hadley had been looking forward to this since Connor had said about staying in. The funny thing was that she did not really think about what could have happened. Their first date had been rather simple hanging out at the radio station getting in a food fight, and just being simple. Something that Hadley had not had in her life since she had been dating. Since New York, the brunette was often seen sleeping around just trying to get some. Now she had the whole thing that she was trying to actually decide how she felt about anyone, and yet she felt this pull to spend time with Connor. After their little conversation, well to say that sex was on her brain was a bit of an understatement. She had thought about how it would go, and then the idea of a shower was still fresh in her mind as she walked the necessary distance to get to where she was supposed to be going. Her brain was all over the place going from drug to drug, and how to get her hands on something, but then there was the thought of seeing Connor. She just hoped that he was going to be able to distract her. So she walked with her cloud of smoke waiting to find where she needed to be.

When she got closer to her destination, she had noticed a pizza guy and realized that was exactly where she needed to be. Though there was someone that was not Connor getting it off the pizza guy. She figured it must have been his brother. Hadley was really hoping that big brother was not going to be around because she had plenty of ideas of what she wanted to be doing. Not one of them involves a big brother watching or being around. She continued with her walk, seeing the other man come and go, and she had even peeked and saw that it was Connor’s house. She could see the guy that caught her interest and it was kind of funny to her how her heart could start beating like she was a little girl with a crush. Hadley did not have feelings about anyone, and yet here she was walking to his house hoping to figure something about what was going on with them. She knew that there were severe commitment issues in her life, but that was no what this was. There was no inkling to the fact that they were going to become something serious, which was great for the brunette. She enjoyed having her fun, and Connor was exactly that. He was fun, and managed to keep up with her. She had run the bell by now and was waiting for him to answer the door.

The look on Connor’s face made her realize that he had been waiting for her. It made her smile as she pushed past him and was taking in his house. She was always a smartass, and the nice thing about Connor was that he put up with her. A smirk graced her lips as the mention of food; she had every intention of flinging food at him, but she also knew that this was going to be eventful. “You sound weary, afraid of what I will do to you Connor? You should really stop worrying so much.” She made her way to the kitchen, waiting for him to catch up with her, but she just kind of stood against the counter. She kept her eye on him, but for some reason she had this burning desire to kiss him. Something she had yet to do, because for some reason that had not crossed their minds during date number one. She shook her head lightly whenever he said about something to drink. Instead she walked over to the refrigerator and gently pushed it shut and wiggled between Connor and the deliciousness of a cold drink. She was rather short compared to him, and she just looked up at him, before she let a hand wrap around his neck and pull his lips down to her. Hadley’s lips connected with his, and there was a spark that she had not intended to find that. She let her lips move against his for a while before pulling away gently. “I have been wanting to do that for a while. Now you can get me a drink if you want.” She slid away from him and over to the pizza box grabbing a slice and starting to eat. She wore a smirk as she looked at him, waiting to see his reaction to what she had just done.

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