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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 0:59:42 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "Okay then, no more making you worry about me! And no, thank you, but no. This is something that Grey and I need to figure out and work through."
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:03:58 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "you will always make me worry. and i am always here if you want me to talk to him. as always dear, you know i am here for my big sis. how weird is it that you are the big sis?"
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:09:44 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "Hm, how about I let you talk to Brody instead? Because I haven't told him about the baby yet... And yeah, that is kind of weird isn't it?"
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:21:21 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "no, you are handling that one on your own. brody and you have your own little relationship. definitely weird. people always forget that i'm just a little twenty year old girl. oh well"
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:23:41 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "But he's never going to understand.... We have a special bond, yes, but that doesn't mean that he's not going to be so upset just by the fact that I'm pregnant even before I tell him that means I can get treated for my cancer. I have no idea what to do... But I like being the older sister! It makes me feel all important."
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:31:30 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "oh i never said that he wouldn't be upset. i'm just not going to be the one that does it. you can go be a big sis and handle that one. well yeah, kay he loves you, in your own little mykayla way. so you tell him. you are always important. you are the middle sibling, awe you and hunter! that's cute."
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:40:14 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "- sighs - There are moments when I wish he didn't love me like he does, and I feel so guilty about that, but I hate that I break his heart so much too. I really can't stand the idea of how he's going to look at me because I've already seen it on Grey's face. Yes, me and Hunter."
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:45:39 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "well it was kind of unavoidable seeing as how he is one of my good friends. but the small fact that you turned him into who he is now doesn't mean anything? well does he know about the cancer? and i had to knock you into middle child territory. sorry."
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:51:09 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "When it would make things easier on him, yeah, I wish that I didn't mean what I do to him. I would be lost without Brody, but I'd let him forget me if he could. Yeah, he knows. He knows that Grey and I are getting married too. And middle child territory isn't so bad. I think I'll manage."
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 1:56:35 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "you do not. you just wish he could put you in your mykayla sized box and move on. it's just not that simple when it comes to you and brody. so he knows all of the big important things except for the baby and the no cancer treatments. dear lord kay, you are going to break the poor boy. are you sure you can manage it? because i really do like being the younger ones."
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 12:42:04 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "Well yeah, of course I wish for that. It's not fair to him any other way. And I know I'm going to break his heart when I tell him, which is why I wish that I didn't have to. Everyone is so afraid of losing me and what having this baby might do... - small smile - Yes, I think I can manage. Hunter and I will figure it out I'm sure."
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 13:09:04 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "brody will get over everything. he is not going to stop loving you though kay, but he will deal. he always does when something comes his way. i'm not afraid of the baby, i am afraid of losing you. who am i going to talk to like this? because let's face it kaler is no girl, even if i wanted to talk girl talk with him. - laughs - i'm sure hunter is just glad to be sharing middle sibling with someone."
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 13:23:56 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "- pauses - I guess I should probably tell him soon then, huh? You'd still have your girls that you can talk to, Randi, but I think girl talk with Kaler would probably be the best thing ever. You know that he would try to be a suitable substitute even if the awkwardness of it nearly killed him. - laughs- Yes, Hunter and I make a good team, and he's been doing so well with all of this. He actually volunteered to take me to my next appointment."
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Mar 12, 2011 13:28:01 GMT -5
RANDI SAYS: "he's going to be more upset the longer it takes you to tell him. yeah, but they aren't the same as big sis! and kaler would try, he just isn't you. wow really? he volunteered? how did big brother 1 take that?"
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Post by mykayla michelle trent on Mar 12, 2011 13:38:30 GMT -5
MYKAYLA SAYS: "I know... And I also know that you just can't replace me. - grins - But Kaler would do anything for you, so he may just have to do. I don't think Big Brother Number One really knows anything about Hunter wanting to take me, but I can't see why he would have a problem with it. It's not just his job anymore."
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