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[isobel daniella caulfield]

nope! you are cindy lou! [ laughs ] dereck, your pictures are always perfect, finding the right words to apologize for ruining a wedding a little harder. [ pouts ] but i don't want to buy it. thought it would be pretty funny to have it framed for me. [ sighs ] dereck, i am not going to stop doubting myself. and i am more broken than you think, so you have a lot of fixing to do. i never said i wasn't giving you a chance dereck, i just want to be enough. and i don't feel like i am enough for you. so jeans and a coat? or should i still look nice? and you know you liked seeing me half naked. don't deny it! [ laughs ]

[dereck michael nolan]

"Am I ever going to ever live this down? [ whines ] Well, I have to do some touching up, and cut some of these pictures. [ laugh ] Alright, I'll frame it for you. [ nod ] Seems I should get started on this fixing then, don't you think? [ shakes head ] Izzy, you're enough, trust me. [ nod ] Jeans and a warm coat! And a shirt, yes. Uh... you always look nice, so I guess yes? [ laugh ] Yes, I indeed did. But, respect me for not touching! That was tough. "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

nope. never going to happen! awe! you are going to frame it for me! dereck you are pretty amazing! and you're pictures are awesome so it will be nice. [ sighs ] i would say you should probably start fixing then. but i am not enough. i am never enough. [ laughs ] alright a warm coat, and yes i will put a shirt on underneath. just this once. i would say it would have been tough, i mean i only had that shirt on. that is the only thing keeping me from being naked. so kudos for not touching.

[dereck michael nolan]

"That is not a fun pet name! try again! Yes, I'll frame it for you, so every day I can remember that you're very dangerous to mess with! [ shakes head ] Izzy, how about this... you're enough for me. Now stop that. [ sighs ] Just this once? [ laugh ] Are you never wearing a shirt around me ever again? [ whines ] That was horrible! I had to sit on my hands! SIT ON THEM. Cold shower express. "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

but i like it! are you really going to deny me the simple pleasure of calling you cindy lou? [ pouts ] you didn't already know that i was dangerous? i feel like i am failing at my reputation. [ sighs ] i don't believe you, and i don't think that i am dereck. so why should i stop? remember the whole i am broken thing? nope, i will run around in my bra all the time. then again, i normally do anyways. [ laughs ] you know you enjoyed me. and you know you would do it again in a heartbeat.

[dereck michael nolan]

"Yes I am, but since I know you're most likely pouting, probably not. [ laugh ] No, I have never seen your dangerous side until the other day. [ nod ] So, I'm just going to have to prove it to you! That's fine with me. I'll make a deal with you even, tonight will be the night where I decide if you're good enough for me, and you decide if I'm good enough for you, alright? [ whines ] No! That is so unfair, I'm going to be taking cold showers and be tying my hands up! [ laugh ] I would, but I'd do it so differently! The whole keeping my hands off of you, wouldn't of happened!"

[isobel daniella caulfield]

i am definitely pouting. so i want to call you cindy lou! this is not the way to make my heart grow four sizes too big. you never saw my dangerous side? [ shocked ] wow, that is kind of crazy. it's mostly when i drink excessive amounts of alcohol. and i already know that you are definitely too good to want me, so you don't have to prove yourself to me. but fine, that is a deal. i never said you were going to have to keep your hands off dereck. i never said i didn't want your hands on me. i just wanted you to wait until i wasn't drunk off my ass.

[dereck michael nolan]

"[ laugh ] Should I pout at you and ask why you're stealing all the christmas presents then? ...my hair isn't long enough for pig tails, sorry. [ shakes head ] You weren't really all that dangerous when I saw you drunk off your ass before the wedding... at least I'll always know to either let you be dangerous, or accept the tackling that comes my way. [ laugh ] Woah now, don't I get to decide if you're good enough for me? Hmm? [ grin ] Good, you accept! [ confused ] And why is that? Does this go along the lines of i'm not just a pointless fuck? And, I really hope you're not drunk tonight... or tomorrow. [ laughs ]"

[isobel daniella caulfield]

you can pout at me. and i will tell you that the christmas tree had a burnt out bulb and i am going to fix it. we could always do a wig [ laughs ] that's because i was a mopey heartbroken mess before. thus not dangerous to anyone but myself. it happens sometimes, but yes be prepared for the nails and the tackling that will happen if you stop me again. you can decide, but i know i'm not. but you can try and tell me that i am all day long. doesn't mean i am going to believe you. [ laughs ] it goes with me not wanting you to be a pointless fuck. and why don't you want me drunk for the next couple days? hmmm, wait when is this date?

[dereck michael nolan]

"What's going to happen later?! When you don't bring it back! I'm going to cry! Cry, I say. And no wig, thanks. [ laugh ] I'm not stopping you ever again! You really don't have to worry about that at all. So I'm just going to have to tell you everyday that you're a beautiful amazing girl, fine with me! [ nod ] So, I wasn't allowed to touch because you were drunk... you're not going to be drinking for a while, if that's the case. [ laugh ] Tonight. Well it better be, or I've been setting up this for nothing! "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

well you know you could always just believe me, and maybe i will bring it back. but a blonde wig would be epic! [ laughs ] alright you can stop me though if i am about to kill someone. that is it, if i'm just laying down a beating, don't stop me. [ sighs ] you can tell me it til you are blue in the face, but it doesn't mean that i am going to believe you dereck. you weren't allowed to touch because i wanted everything to not be just about getting laid. there is logic behind my insanity. [ laughs ] tonight is perfect, i just didn't know you said the next couple of days. it could have been any number of days.

[dereck michael nolan]

"Never trust the Grinch! I know that! Mean green guy. [ laugh ] Alright so, how do I know the difference between those? The killing and the beating? [ shakes head ] And I will tell you till you don't want to hear it anymore! [ laugh ] Oh, I see I see. So, now that you're sober, I can touch? What if I'm drunk?! [ pouts ] What I don't understand is... why am I different? I'm sure you've had sex with lots of people while you were drunk... why not me? [ nod ] So, you're cool with staying sober? Just in case? "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

did you just call me a dude? that is just mean dereck! [ laughs ] well the beating is just an angry look, killing is like death stare and just bad things always happen. you can try. i'm not going to believe anything you say [ sticks tongue out at him ] you just are dereck. i can't explain it, but you are not someone that i want to drunkenly hookup with and forget about. i want to keep you around a little bit. [ laughs ] well when you are drunk we can, i just don't want it to be about us being a drunken fuck, ya know? i haven't really been drinking. so yeah a few days wouldn't hurt me.

[dereck michael nolan]

"Well, you're calling me a female! [ pouts ] Ah, I see, so I need to make sure I know the difference between those, huh? Nothing? So if I say you're the most beautiful girl I've seen, nope? [ raises eyebrow ] A little bit? That's reassuring. But that's rather nice of you, your heart is showing, Iz! [ laugh ] Yeah, I understand, you care! You really care. [ grin ] Good, maybe this will keep you sober! Sounds like I'm trading you sex for alcohol. [ laugh ] But, you still need to earn that sex, you know. "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

not the same! and yes you will need to learn the difference between the looks. though there are more than one look of death. nice try, but no. i still don't believe you. you are talking crazy talk again dereck. i don't care, i don't care about anything. but i like drinking! i am not totally quitting the drinking scene. just not drowning in it. okay? who said i was looking to have sex with you anytime soon? maybe i don't want to yet, keeps you coming back for more. [ laughs ]