save me

[dereck michael nolan]

"You are, and don't yo think that she had a good reason for having ended it with him that time? Maybe he did something that caused her to not want him anymore, try understand her feelings on this. By being a friend, that's how I am going to help you. By talking it out! Maybe ask him if he still loves you, and if you'd ever have a chance. If there is no chance, then you need to start letting it go. You're a beautiful, smart, talented girl, Izzy. I don't understand why anyone would not want you. "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

no i don't think she did. you work through shit, it is how it is supposed to work. i'm his bester friend and i know everything that he did. that sounds like what we have been doing. you pick me up from my drinking stupidity, you talk to me about this. i don't know why you care so much dereck. i know he still loves me, it just isn't the way that he loves her. i know that; i also know that i have no chance. [ blushes ] thanks. but you forgot heartless, bitch, cold and a whole bunch of other adjectives.

[dereck michael nolan]

"I'm not sure then, maybe she had a good reason, maybe he did something that he couldn't even tell you. I don't really know him, so I can't really say I know. But I'm not him, I'm doing my best to help you, while he... is well... probably with his girl right about now. What? Well... I care because I like you, and I know I can help in some way, and I'm doing my best. So, he loves you like a friend would? But her loves her like a girlfriend. [ laugh ] Here is the thing though, everyone has their flaws. I know you have a heart, you've bared it many of times. I know you're not a bitch, because you would of told me to fuck off by now. I know you're not cold, because the night I came over to help you... you didn't take advantage of the situation and you didn't allow me to become another pointless fuck to you. Does that sound like a cold, heartless, bitch?"

[isobel daniella caulfield]

no i know everything that happened. he may not have told other people but i know why they broke up. he fucked around with her best friend and lost his temper. something that i know, but it is different. yeah i know he is with her, but no he loves me like i was his girlfriend and still loves me. he loves her like he is in love with her and can't get her the fuck out of his head. [ laughs ] yeah dereck you are so mistaken. i don't have a heart, because it is nonexistent. i am a bitch, i just happen to like you. in case you forgot i almost tried to rip someone's face off. [ pauses ] dereck, i wouldn't take advantage of you. i wouldn't have let you be a pointless fuck because you matter a little bit. so yes i still sound like a cold heartless bitch, i'm just not one to you

[dereck michael nolan]

"[ cough ] I think that's a pretty god damn good reason for her to be mad, and for her to break up with him. He sounds more dangerous than a good friend, tell me... how do you know that he wasn't fucking around with the ex while he was with you? ...maybe I should just stop questioning this whole thing. [ shakes head ] Izzy.. you must have a heart because you just said that I matter, and you also said you loved someone. To love someone you have to have some form of heart. [ laugh ] You're not a bitch to people you like though. [ raises eyebrow ] I still would like to know why I matter a little bit even? "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

kaler and i get along, and that is hard to just walk around from. he was not dangerous, and it was not a good reason. you work through things that bother you. it wasn't he lost his temper with her or something. it was just shayne, and he wouldn't have lost his temper if shayne wouldn't have hit him. but i don't want to go into this. i would rather just not talk about their relationship at all. and i don't know dereck, but i trust him. [ shakes head ] maybe i had a heart once, but a broken heart just disappeared. so there goes that theory. why wouldn't you matter? so there you go. i don't need a reason you just do. mk?

[dereck michael nolan]

"Alright, so we'll stop talking about it. [ shrug ] You had a heart once? That is something that doesn't disappear. [ laugh ] I just matter? Good reasoning. So,have I helped you at all, do you feel any better? Maybe feel up to seeing a movie or something? "

[isobel daniella caulfield]

thank you. [ shrugs ] it did disappear. it happens, or maybe i am just the grinch with a heart four sizes too small. what about them apples? [ laughs ] i thought it was damn good logic dereck. don't make fun. i guess, i really feel like shit about the wedding though. i probably shouldn't have gotten into it with her. are you asking me on a date dereck?

[dereck michael nolan]

"[ laugh ] Well, in the end the grinch gained a heart, maybe we just need someone to be nice to you to get that heart back again. Do not call me Cindy Lou. [ shakes head ] It's not good logic at all, and.. at least you feel bad, and know what you did was wrong. [ cough ] Um... well... if you'd accept it as one, sure. If not... then we're having a nice dinner and movie as friends. Haha."

[isobel daniella caulfield]

awe, are you my cindy lou!?! you are so cute. it is definitely a good thought process. and yes, i know i was wrong but if you think that i am going to apologize then you are mistaken. vidette had everything coming to her, the only one i may apologize to is kaler. i did kind of tell him i would stop drinking like a fish. i am accepting this either way, i need to know if you want it to be a date.

[dereck michael nolan]

"Oh god, what did I start? [ laugh ] What? I don't really think you need to apologize, but at least say something to Randi and Jared. You should come with me when I deliver the pictures. You should see some of them too, I have one of you in your battle axe mode. Oh, of course I want it to be a date... I just wasn't sure if you did! I was already thinking about nice restaurants and things I can set up. [ laugh ]"

[isobel daniella caulfield]

oh you have no idea! cindy lou [ laughs ] i should probably. he supposedly quit smoking, and i was supposed to stop drinking like a fish. so i keep my promises and owe him an apology. randi and jared too, but that would awesome. i would love to see them, just make sure i don't see any of she who must not be named, mk? since when have you wanted to date me? i am hardly anything special, but i am intrigued. what are you planning dereck?

[dereck michael nolan]

"[ whines ] Stop that. Not funny! [ laugh ] Okay, you go do that and you can come with me to see Randi and Jared. Pretty sure I don't have any pictures of her, maybe one of you lunging at her. [ laugh ] Er... since the first time I talked to you? Well, maybe a little after that, like after our first meeting and all. I'm not weird or anything! [ clears throat ] You'll just have to agree to find out now won't you?"

[isobel daniella caulfield]

oh cindy lou it is hilarious!!! [ laughs ] and alright, i think we can handle that much. aren't they in the caribbean right now? so i have two weeks before i have to be responsible right. good deal, no worries. i would love a picture of me almost getting a crack at her. [ fumbles phone ] why? why would you want me? i'm all broken and stuff. i am hardly worth you're time dereck. [ sighs ] i already told you i was agreeing. now tell me what you are planning.

[dereck michael nolan]

"Can we think of a nicer nickname, maybe one of male kind?! [ pouts ] Yup, two weeks to think about how you're going to apologize to them! I have two weeks to make these pictures look perfect. [ laugh ] Frame the picture of you beating her? You can always buy it off me! [ nod ] Of course you're worth the time, so maybe I have to put you back together a bit, that's okay. Stop doubting yourself, and give me a shot, please? [ laugh ] Just dress warm, okay? Meaning, no half naked stuff!"