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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 17:10:56 GMT -5
why do you need to know about my paranoia? i did not lie! i just withheld the truth. speaking of which, how do you know anything about this, because if it was andy i swear to god i am going to kill him. [ sighs ] i am sorry i didn't tell you. i just don't want you hurting him. i don't know if it is just me being paranoid because of everything that happened with kaler of if i should be worried. i'm sorry, okay?
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 17:14:53 GMT -5
andy didnt tell me shit. wait a minute, so you rather worry about me hurting him instead of you holding in the truth and hurting me? yeah. that sounds about right.. gee thanks. [ goes silent and breathes ]
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 17:19:53 GMT -5
then who told you? yes that sounds right. it wasn't about hurting you, it was doing what was right for me. i don't know if anything is worth getting upset about, so i did not angry protective landon running around arietta on a rampage until i know what is going on
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 17:22:08 GMT -5
does it matter who told me? well, im glad you care more for him then me... makes me feel so much better. at least something wouldve been better than NOTHING.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 17:25:28 GMT -5
yes it matters, because obviously i can't trust them! what part of it wasn't about you did you not understand?! it wasn't about either of you landon; it was about me damn it. so stop making this about you and think about how i feel right now! [ starts to sob ] how do you think i feel about everything? do you have any idea how hard it is to keep something from you?!
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 17:49:10 GMT -5
then why not just tell me in the first place rather than hide it from me? Maybe if you said 'im havign doubts' or something, maybe i wouldnt push it as far as i do. do you have any idea how it feels to keep things hidden from your best friend? [ hesitates ] shay.... please dont cry. i hate it when you do that... im sorryy... please stop..
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 18:00:37 GMT -5
[ sobs ] i can't help it! i don't want to feel like this. i feel awful hiding from you, but you don't leave it alone. you push, and i love you for it. but sometimes i need to figure stuff out myself. like this whole thing [ voice breaks ] i don't know what to do landon. i don't want to be crying on my bathroom floor again.
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 18:08:09 GMT -5
still, i mightve just stepped back as much as i wouldnt like too, i mightve. [ rubs hand through hair ] have you tried to talk to him at all? where've you been staying at?
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 18:13:18 GMT -5
might have and would have are not the same. i need you not to be involved until i knew what was going on. [ pauses and sobs ] no, i've been avoiding him. here and there, mostly in the on-call rooms, sometimes at andy's, rarely at home.
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 18:14:51 GMT -5
if you really want to know whats going on, why dont you call him or something? its better than making him think your going around doing god knows what, because you havent been talking to him. Do you want to come here for a while? i think a normal bed would be comfy than a hospital bed.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 18:27:26 GMT -5
i text him so he knows that i am fine and just going home. nothing to worry about or that i'm on call or something. i just don't really talk or see him. [ sighs ] you forget i'm used to sleeping in the bunks, but i guess i could come over. it's not like i'm doing anything but sitting on my bedroom floor.
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 18:32:04 GMT -5
i dont care if your used to it or not missy. shayne, i really dont think sitting on your bedroom floor is fun.. you can stay here for a few days, maybe a while. i really dont care on how long you stay, your house isnt hte right place to be at. besides, what fun is there at your house, and i am pretty sure you dont get much sleep at the hospital.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 18:36:30 GMT -5
well it is better than the bathroom floor. that was last nights adventure. and i know you always say i can come over. andy has been putting up with me since the gig mostly. and you are probably right about my house, but i don't want to bother you guys. and there is tequila. i could just drink and watch movies. and i sleep just fine at the hospital.
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Post by landon alexander cambridge on Feb 10, 2011 18:39:17 GMT -5
honey, i have two bottles of tequila at my house... brand new and never been opened.. [ gives look ] shayne! your not a bother to me! who the hell would think that? Cause i surely disagree with that statement. and you know bails wouldnt be bothered by it. and i doubt that hospital beds are comfy, because whenever im there and have to stay the night, trust me, i hate them...
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Feb 10, 2011 18:44:32 GMT -5
are you bribing me with tequila? i would think that. i remember the month i spent at your house after jack died, and then whenever shit happened with kaler. i am a bother, and i know it. [ shakes head ] i never said they were comfy, i just said i slept fine. i work myself ragged so i don't have to go home.
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