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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 16:25:21 GMT -5
really kaler? you drug him out of the house? now that is just plain mean. and if there was driving you could have killed my future husband. and then randi would have had to find someone else to love like i love him. and do you? do you really trust people? yeah that doesn't surprise me, with your foul language! dear goodness! but they deserve it. and how do you know? maybe i wouldn't like it at all, and just burst your bubble. and there's the difference. you think she doesn't deserve you, but she wants to be with you. obviously and you both love each other. she'd forgive you if you told her; she would not be happy at first, but she loves you. and you have already been hurting her, telling her the truth may actually do you some good.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 17:16:17 GMT -5
i trust people. enough. hey, my foul language is just part of the package deal. take it or leave it, and you're right, they deserve it. right, like that would happen. yeah, well i don't see what she, or even evan, or anyone for that matter sees in me randi. and i know that i've already been hurting her. i hated it, but i can't take it back. and yeah, maybe telling her myself would spare me some trouble, but i don't know if i can handle the way she'd look at me. i've already seen that look from someone else, and it was enough to kill. don't think i can do it again.
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 17:23:43 GMT -5
you do not! i think the only person that you actually trust is peyton, because she is your little sister and jared...maybe evan. you don't trust too well, if at all. i will take your packaged deal, because i like you. i think my world would be a little too empty without you. if you hated it so much kaler, then why do it? i really don't understand why you would cheat on her? she loves you, and i know you love her. whether you admit it or not, i know that. you can see it in those pretty eyes of yours the way you look at her.and who did you see this look of death from? because this is izzy we are talking about. telling her the truth might go further than you think, but not telling her and her finding out might creat a whole other look that you probably won't be able to handle more.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 17:33:03 GMT -5
that's what i said. i trust people as much as i have to, or know that i can. it's just not something that i've ever been great at doing. and as to why i cheated... there was no good reason for it. it's a whole other issue in itself, rands. it's not really a look of death, but more like seeing so much hurt in someone's eyes and knowing that i caused it makes me feel like i could die. and that was how vidette looked at me the last time i saw her. angry death glares i can handle, just not looks like that.
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 17:42:16 GMT -5
well, you can trust me kaler. obviously if i haven't made that clear by not telling izzy about your cheating ways. i've known for a long time. and what issue do you have that makes you cheat on your girlfriend? i haven't heard of that one yet, maybe i haven't gotten to that class yet? so you are telling me that you are afraid of seeing hurt in her eyes? kaler imagine what those eyes of hers are going to look like if someone else tells her. sometimes you need to just do what is right, even if it hurts you a little bit. i know that sounds so mean, and i am sorry that vidette looked at you like that. but to be fair you did try and strangle her best friend.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 18:05:52 GMT -5
i know, and thank you randi. really. i'm sure you'll study it at some point and no i'm not kidding or making excuses. it sounds lame, because it is, but there are certain things that i can't help. like ruining a perfectly good relationship and friendship because i'm a little unhappy. randi, i know you think that you're helping by trying to coax me in this direction of telling izzy myself, but i took psych classes too, and i am more than aware of what is going on in my own head. god, i wasn't trying to strangle the girl. i didn't realize how hard i had my hand on her throat.
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 18:13:31 GMT -5
your welcome, and hopefully. i understand, and it kind of sounds lame yes, but at the same time it is what is going through your head. yes i am trying to help, but if you don't want my help then fine. forget i mentioned it, but when shit hits the fan...and it will, don't ask me to help fix it. i warned you and i tried to help, but you don't want that. i know you didn't meant to do it kaler, but it still happened. the men in this town were not happy with you. some are still not, but i am sure that you already knew that.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 20:09:24 GMT -5
yeah, it's so lame that i need meds for it. and hey, i'm not trying to mean or nasty here. i just don't expect you to understand all of my reasoning because i don't even get it sometimes and i've been through the whole shrink process. i thank you for your concern, though. yes, i know it. but what happened, happened. i can't change it.
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 20:44:24 GMT -5
i wasn't meaning to either, it just kind of came out that way. i'm not really a shrink yet, and i wouldn't be your shrink. i'm a child psychologist, but if you were still a child you would be all mine. i just worry about you kaler, and i don't want to see the bad things happen to you. i know you can't change it but have you thought about apologizing to shayne?
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 21:10:06 GMT -5
child psychologist? those are the ones that i had to see the most of. good luck if you get a brat like i was. do you honestly think that that girl wants to hear anything that i have to say?
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 21:30:28 GMT -5
yeah, well i want to help the kids that grew up like i did and how you did. no one deserves that. it doesn't matter what i think. did you even bother to try and apologize to her? because that makes me think that you haven't even tried.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 22:03:08 GMT -5
no, i think it's a really great profession to go into. you'll be good at it, too. you're just that kind of person. no, i haven't, and it's because i here she's perfectly content with never seeing me again.
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 22:09:42 GMT -5
thank you. it was more of a hobby, because i don't understand how my family could be that dysfunctional, and how my mother let me get beat. but you don't really need to know that. who said you had to see her to apologize. if she won't see you again, i am sure you have other ways of doing it, kaler. you should at least try.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 21, 2011 22:12:05 GMT -5
hey, it's okay. dysfunctional parents seem to be our thing. then how do you suggest that i apologize to her?
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Post by miranda lillian trent on Jan 21, 2011 22:31:11 GMT -5
we are pretty awesome like that. did you ever hear the story about when they came to visit me the one and ONLY time. well there are cell phones. call her, text her, message her here. there are a million ways. send her a letter! you are amazing with words.
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