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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 15:28:29 GMT -5
well you know you're not
ever really alone. if you
need to talk or just want
to hang out and get drunk,
I'll be there for you. You were
always there for me, so it's
the least that I can do.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 15:34:40 GMT -5
yeah i know, it just feels like that. none of my friends really understand. and i think a night of drunken stupidity is exactly what the dr is ordering for us. when are you free?
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 15:36:43 GMT -5
I've got a late class later
today, but after that
I should be free to meet you.
your place or mine?
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 15:39:02 GMT -5
eww, i hate night classes. they always ruin my day. it doesn't matter. i haven't really left the house except for work or classes. so it is really up to you.
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 15:48:07 GMT -5
I'll meet you at your place.
my mom's still...I'll just
see you there later after
my class and a shower.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 16:00:20 GMT -5
my place it is! besides i have a shit ton of tequila, and it's lonely over here sometimes. mom still just trying to pull it together? i can't imagine what she's going through. and that's fine. you can shower here you know. save a trip.
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 16:06:06 GMT -5
I...she's still drinking, if that's
what you mean. I think she's
forgotten that she still has
a son that's still here. it's
like she doesn't care that I
exist...but anyway, a shower
over there sounds good. thanks.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 16:08:32 GMT -5
that was what i meant, i really can't imagine losing a kid. but you are right. she still has you so she should pull it together and stop drinking like she does. no problem, you know you can always stay here if you need too. i don't mind.
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 16:11:39 GMT -5
yeah...thanks Shayne. it's
just a lot to feel sometimes,
you know? I wish it didn't
hurt so much, but it does.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 16:17:04 GMT -5
trust me i know what you mean. there's little things here that remind me of him, but it was nothing like when i was over at your house. it will get better, it has to...right?
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 16:19:23 GMT -5
I...really don't know anymore.
it might never be alright..
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 16:22:29 GMT -5
it will never be like it was when he was here, but this ache has to get better. we can't be expected to deal with this forever.
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 16:24:44 GMT -5
maybe you won't have to...
but he was my brother.
I can't stop hurting and
missing him no matter
what I do. it's just impossible.
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Post by shayne veronica brennan on Jan 26, 2011 16:29:36 GMT -5
jack will always be in my heart. so there will always be heartache. i know that my ache isn't the same as yours, but we have each other to wallow and get drunk together. we are always going to miss him.
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Post by alister on Jan 26, 2011 16:32:10 GMT -5
yeah...I know. anyway,
I've got to get going to
my class. I'll see you
later tonight, Shayne.
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