wishful thinking

[kaler ryan scott]

you know, i really don't understand what i have done to deserve that kind of ignorance and hostility from you. you don't know shit about izzy, so i suggest you stop talking about her like you do. and are you mad at me for going away to college? for moving out of your house two years ago? what did i do?

[evan arlene matthews]

As usual you have done absolutely nothing wrong kaler. You never deserve anything that is said to you, because that is who you are. As for izzy, fine. I will not say another word, but neither are you. The only thing I want to hear is you were right when the time comes. And I am mad because you did not once fight for me. Kaler do you have any idea what I went through to lose you and the baby? So yes I am mad because you left for college, and maybe because you moved out. I don't know. I'm sorry okay?

[kaler ryan scott]

i never said that i do no wrong. i know i've made tons of mistakes, but i didn't think i had made so many with you to deserve whatever this is. evan.. i had to go. i hated leaving you, but you knew we weren't doing any good staying together. do you not remember how miserable it was after losing the baby? we weren't happy. and it's okay. i'm sorry too.

[evan arlene matthews]

I don't even know what is going on right now. I hate fighting with you, but I can't help it. You didn't have to go kaler. You could have stayed, and of course I remember. But instead of just losing the baby I lost you too. Kaler I was absolutely miserable. I know we weren't happy, but I felt like I lost the two most important people in my life. And are we good? Even though I'm still upset though....but I'm sorry for whatever this was/is.

[kaler ryan scott]

i hate fighting with you too, because no matter what i can't win. i'm sorry that you felt that way, evan, but i couldn't see staying with you and making us both so miserable that we would end up hating each other for one reason or another. i wasn't going to do that to us. we're always good.

[evan arlene matthews]

Its fine kaler. You are right that maybe it was best that we ended things, but it was just so hard for me. It was too much to lose you both. And at least you have learned your lesson that I always win. And we are better off, I mean considering you are coming over as soon as shit hits the fan ;] and no more fighting. We are too good for that.

[kaler ryan scott]

yeah. i'll be over the minute that my seemingly doomed relationship fails and you can tell me that you told me so all you want, as well as do whatever else you want to with me. (;

[evan arlene matthews]

And I knew you would be. So why would I be telling you I told you so? Because you being on my door step would be enough. I will however be doing all kinds of things to you, because that is how awesome I am. But you can do all kinds of kinky things to me too kaler. ;]

[kaler ryan scott]

and it's moments like these that let me know i am not that kind of man to be in a relationship. if izzy weren't in the picture, i'd be taking you up on that in a heartbeat.

[evan arlene matthews]

Oh kaler. You are being silly. I want you to be happy, but I really don't see you super happy in a relationship right now. And what kind of kinky nonsense will you be doing to me?

[kaler ryan scott]

that makes two of us. don't get me wrong, izzy is great and she's my best friend but.. something has been missing from the start. and like i'm going to tell you and take all the fun out of it. you'll just have to guess.

[evan arlene matthews]

Well kaler if you aren't happy then tell her. If she is your best friend then she will ge t over it and move on. And I do not ruin things. How about you tell me a hint then? Because I am not a big fan of surprises. And you have to tell all the dirty kinky things you want to do with me. Because I like when you tell me these things.

[kaler ryan scott]

maybe i will. no ma'am. no hints for you. you'll like my kind of surprises, trust me. i ain't telling you shit woman. you have an imagination. use it.

[evan arlene matthews]

Well maybe you should. Kaler Ryan Scott! You will give me a hint if you know what's good for you. Because maybe I will have to beat it out of you. ;] and I do not have a good enough imagination to put these things together. It has been a LONG time since we even did anything. Refresh my memory.

[kaler ryan scott]

i never know what's good for me, evan. that much is clear. come on. everyone has a good enough imagination in these situations. yeah, it's been a long time, and i'll tell you this much: you liked it. a lot.