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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 19:41:46 GMT -5
what about if vidette never came into your life? really? and it hurts so fucking much because you made me fall for you. that's it. i fell in love with a man who is unavailable. i hate myself for it. i hate you for it, i hate this whole situation. because as hard as i try i cannot get you the fuck out of my head.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 19:46:42 GMT -5
yeah really. i guess that's not good enough for you though, right? i know i did, but i don't know what else to say.
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 19:49:58 GMT -5
not really, no. and wait, you did what? i just admitted that i fell in love with you and you can't even admit that you did the same. fuck my life....
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 20:05:35 GMT -5
izzy, i told you that i did. you know i did..
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 20:07:12 GMT -5
no kaler. you did not say it. please....just say it. because i don't know anything anymore.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 20:38:24 GMT -5
fine, izzy. i fell for you too. i have these feelings for you that make this all so much more difficult because at the end of the day, it doesn't change anything.
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 20:43:16 GMT -5
well at least i know. i wish it did change things....you have no idea how much i wish that this would change. and you have no idea what difficult is, because it isn't you who is doing it on your own. you have someone that loves you....
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 20:51:14 GMT -5
i know it won't help, but i am sorry, izzy.
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 20:56:12 GMT -5
it's whatever kaler. nothing is going to fix this quickly. it's gonna take time.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 21:03:55 GMT -5
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 21:06:12 GMT -5
i'm sure you have better things to do than talk to me....
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 21:09:48 GMT -5
well...i am going to have to buy more cigarettes.
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 21:15:46 GMT -5
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Post by kaler ryan scott on Jan 17, 2011 21:18:17 GMT -5
because i just burned through what i had left talking to you.
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Post by isobel daniella caulfield on Jan 17, 2011 21:26:35 GMT -5
seriously kaler? you should probably stop doing that though.
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